Poisoning
pain
Mercy be mine
Victory let me enjoy
From the clutches
The choking, deathening embrace of pain.
The coldness
The never ending torture
Of myself to myself
For allowing pain to consume me
To embrace and love me.
To let my hurt
Be poisoned by an endless,
Merciless, unfeeling pain.
To walk crippled by it
Bending as though the
A century had passed in my existence.
Crumbling to the ground
Clutching at it as though touchable.
Though it feels so, it never is
Pain of my own doing
Bigger and Stronger and Fiercer
Than any other
Pain of my intellect
Pain like no other
Deep within
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